Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label musings. Show all posts

Friday, March 11, 2011



A few weeks ago I visited my father in Massachusetts.
As I walked to his front door I noticed a large tree limb on the ground;
a victim of one of the blizzards.
On my second walk by the fallen limb, I noticed all the buds.

It was 18 degrees outside; I was shivering and thinking about spring.
Looking at the tree limb, I had a sudden impulse to snip branch after branch with my cold, bare hands and stuff the branches into the back of my car.
To some, I probably looked like a madwoman.
My plan was to force them to blossom at my house.
Instant Spring!

Later I wondered whether the branches would ever bloom since
the limb was severed several weeks earlier.
But the tree was in its winter hibernation.
So I recut the branches when I got back home,
smashed the ends with a hammer to help the branches draw in the water,
and just when I was thinking nothing would happen,
I saw a change.
I was not sure what flowers would emerge from the woody stems.
My father has not lived in this apartment for a long time, so I am not familiar with all the trees.
The apartment building is an old school building that dates back to the early 20th century.
It was converted to apartments years ago.
This tree is outside my father's living room window.
I vaguely remembered pretty flowers.

Now these lovely flowers have blossomed in my kitchen.

Check out these beautiful apple blossoms.
A perfect tree to grow outside a school.
In fact, I have always thought
that my father's apartment was the principal's office,
because of the high ceilings, large windows and steps in the apartment.
(I imagine these steps led to the principal's inner sanctum.)
Makes sense that an apple tree would be just outside the principal's window.
These flowers make me smile each morning when I stumble downstairs
to feed the dog before dawn
and
again
each night when I come home
from a long day,
well after sunset.
The beauty of nature and its power to impress, surprise, delight
is amazing.
Spring is coming
as soon as the floods end...
rivers are raging,
roofs are leaking,
basements are wet
but the grass will be green
and the trees will be strong
and the flowers will be abundant.
Patience.

Friday, February 4, 2011

thoughts inspired by
wallpaper for an art project -

stream of consciousness as I look at this image:

LOOK AND SEE
SEE AND DO
LOOK UP
LOOK AROUND



life has ebbed and flowed. these days my mood is a tad noir but then I pop back to my happy self when I see a see something or hear something or read something that sparks my interest.

It doesn't take much - the ah ha effect is wonderful.

soon i will be cranking out the spring 2011 line.
that always makes me happy.

i have a big show planned for april/may in richmond, virginia:
daisy days at st catherine's school.
road trips are fun.
new places, new people and my frames will be new to them so i hope they fly off the table.
i love having my display loaded with frames and photographs of my family. customers love looking at the photos in my display too. sometimes they recognize a place or even a person.

today it is freezing; i need a little more zest in my life. i think i will make a lemon confection tonight. that ought to cheer me up. sweets are wonderful for chasing the blues away. just gotta watch the lbs. writing and reading are good ways to chase the blues away too. probably a healthier way and even bike riding could do the trick, if there weren't so much snow on the ground.

look at the little speck of pink in the corner. that spells hope and love.

Monday, December 6, 2010


Just back from a whirlwind trip to Boston. I pulled out of Wilton before the crack of dawn on Friday and returned late Sunday afternoon. My Boutiques are now finished for the season - phew - but I am still delivering product to retail stores. Just dropped another 2 dozen frames and a few memento boards at the Wellesley Boutique, 100 Central Street, Wellesley, Massachusetts.

Stop by if you are in the area. You will find a wonderful assortment of presents etc for the holidays.

A few weeks ago a commenter asked if the economy looked any better from my perspective as I sell at boutiques from Washington DC to Chestnut Hill MA; it is tough going. People are being very careful with their spending this year. So while the economists report that we are technically out of the recession, the buying public is still in the trenches. But today I heard a good piece of news; Pam Lofblad, owner of the Wellesley Boutique, told me that business was very good at her shop. She has a "pop-up shop" in Wellesley, MA. The shop opens seasonally for a couple of months at a time. Pam is a savvy entrepreneur - she has terrific inventory and vendors that change weekly so there is always new merchandise. People keep coming back to see what is new. She only pays rent for two months and works non-stop. But it is worth it. The place was buzzing with people and excitement today. Fifteen people were waiting to get in when the shop opened today at noon. I was thrilled to hear that because I just dropped off more frames. One final push for the season and a few more orders to complete.

I plan to the visit some other stores this week to see if they might want a few more frames for the season. At the other end of the spectrum, two stores that I have sold to for the last few seasons have decided to close. I think it is going to be a long, slow climb out of the deep financial hole in this country and abroad. There are bright spots here and there, but mostly it is hard work. There is not much a robust recovery in sight.

So try and make the best of it... find something good about each day and be grateful for that.
Make each day matter. You never know what tomorrow will bring.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Today is Sunday.

Like most church-going folks and other non church-going folks, I believe in treating people the way you would like to be treated.

While this is not a political blog, I would like to comment on the current political atmosphere.

I voted for Obama. I campaigned for him. It was the first time that I was so heavily involved in a political election. I am proud of my work and my OBAMA sticker remains on my car.

So here's my beef: my husband was driving the car yesterday, waiting at a stop light, a large SUV pulled up aside with windows open; the father and teenage son started chanting Obama s-----, repeatedly.

First, what are teaching your child and second, let's be more intelligent about the facts.

Then later in the day, I was driving the same car with the OBAMA sticker, waiting at a stop light, a van pulls up with a late middle aged man driving, who stares at me, then uses a vulgar gesture. I was rattled. It was creepy.

"Shrill political rhetoric and a demoralizing election" NYTimes

Most people know more about their local college football team stats than about the issues that will determine the election - they say "Don't bother us with facts, we have got our minds made up" Bill Clinton

"Where is the science, truth, and facts in the discussion?" John Kerry

Do people really know how their vote will affect them? Do they understand what is propelling the fierce political atmosphere - money - estimates are $4 billion - from the concealed corners of special interests. Do voters know who will help them? Something tells me it is not the fat-cats who are donating annoymously to the campaigns all over the country.

Are voters just angry about the state of their job/pension fund/retirement benefits/house value? Who is to blame for the state of the economy? These problems did not happen overnight...deregulation and greed, a toxic mix, were the main reasons the economy has been shattered. And it could have been a lot worse.

Where are we headed with all this belligerence and negativity?

With all the rhetoric, has anyone provided any real solutions or is it just slamming the opponent?

I guess the media is right, 2010 is the year of the angry voter.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

my brain feels like this today, frazzled.

sometimes i am a fish out of water.







i try to cut out the bad and focus on good; some call it detachment.but my eyes keep spying all the stuff that makes me crazy.









i am trying to rest, relax and rejoice in all the good things.
and swim happily like a fish in the sea, without a care in the world
i wonder if i can?
cut out the stress, the worry, the line that tethers me. i wonder if i can move on...find a new path...
i wonder...
all images from olimpia Zagnolias seen on swissmiss -

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Cranking up the gears

New orders going out every few days

Getting ready for the shows.

Not sure how I will manage this year

by day I push paper...

can't burn the midnight oil in the studio like I used to...

so I push all weekend long,

happily creating as I listen to books and podcasts and npr

still warm enough to go without the heater

cleaned out the space so there is a lot more room

the tag sale did the trick

unloaded stuff, stuff, and more stuff...

felt good to deaccession...

dump is next for all the stuff that did not go...

finis

something good about 10/10/10 at 10
a perfect 10
count to 10
10 fingers and toes
10 little indians
david letterman's top 10
george carlin's 10 words you cannot say on television
10 commandments